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2 Dec

After entering high school, i really wonder what is life.
Why am i here, for what purpose i am here, i also often think of dream, of the endless parallel world that exist. I wonder am i living in this world is a dream or not. I often just stare at the mirror, just who am i? Is this life a dream? Ah, i’m dazed.
Talking about life, i really want to end it. Well, i’m not joking. Once i tried to cut my wrist, but no, i remember a post from a website i really adore, the website is full of ‘living’ people. Really, they post a mission, about sticking a paper writed: ‘the life isn’t as bad as you think’.
i’m really touched.
Then, i did say i’m entering high school, right? It was stressing as hell. 3 test in a day, 4 consecutive days. The only thing that make me still coming to the school isn’t friend, its…. what again? i can’t find even 1 reason. Lol.
Me, isn’t a cheerful, easy-going girl. i’m quiet, afraid to talk. i’m anti social. i’m weird, nerd, dork, and whatever you called it.
I also wonder why am i that quiet? In elementary school i didn’t think i’m afraid of crowd. Maybe from middle school? Probably so. Back then, everytime i talk, i’m ignored. Well, my friend would disagree, but yeah that’s what i felt.
In home, i’m a rebel. Okay, hikikomori might suit it better. I lock my room, i never get out of it, i stare only to my computer, i draw in dark, i read alone. I get out only for school or meal or maybe courses.
Yeah, i draw. My style is manga. I have been drawing ever since……..i don’t remember. My drawing also has improved very very much! Lol, i’m not bragging, only saying what i think.
Excuse my bad grammar, and this post doesn’t end yet.
My manga collection in home is like, more than 100 volume. Also, also, after i start reading manga online, i guess 100 title isn’t enough.
Okay, what now? I want to tell you about my genre. Nowadays, i draw thriller. I don’t know why, but what i draw is, mutilation, psychopath, yandere, and so. In manga extracuricullar i went to, we were told to draw manga. Hell, i’m sure the only one who draw thriller is me.
Lately, i also active in a game called TinierMe. And guess what, in December 10th it will close. I was like, dafu*?! I have fun selling my art there, and it all end in 9 days. Well cursed you there.

So, i run out of idea now.
Maybe I’ll tell you about my birthday? Its on December 8th. Next week!!!
Okay, birthday have never been so special to me. Even my mother once forgot it. I remember it even now. How could she?! Ah, well, i’m not expecting a surprise or something this year. In the past year it went with only a dinner between my family and me, then a hand shake from classmate, or maybe just a post in facebook. This year, i wish for something.
Guess what?
Lol. i’m scared but yeah, it better end like this. I will be freed and well, i want freedom.
Lol, is this post long? i’m sorry for being too frank.
Thank you.

the forever wanderer…



27 Mar

Tee hee, just some photo from my instagram xD

Instagram u-name: lalmichelle

My hometown sky. Beautiful, isnt it?

Love has no barrier XD

Monkey ❤ Tangela

Pandora Hearts...


Cute tailed beast:3

Netherlands :3

Taken from iPad 2 camera except the manga and the last pic.

Want more? Follow my instagram!! XD *promoting*

Letters, and how…

12 Mar

Yo!!! :3

Mii’s back again~~

Guys! I got a homework, about letters.

We have to presentate Letters, in a group of3, in 3 points: a. What b. Criteria c. How

I got how, the hardest-_- uurghhh!!


As you have know, a letter is a written message containing information from one party to another.

Now, how can we know this text, is a letter?

The easiest way is to see if there is a frame framing it.

For example, like this…

But, it doesnt always work, so just think it as a shortcut~

Then, there is many other easy way.

1. See if the first word in the text is Dear, ToFor, Hello, etc.

But maybe there are congratulation text which use them too so becareful.

2. See if the first word in the letter itself is How are you, How’s life, etc.

3. See if there is a signature or a name of the sender in the bottom of the text, and with word Cheers, With love, Your friend, Yours, Love, Regards, Sincerely, and such.

4. For e-mails questions, there must be a From, To, and Subject.

The letters come with questions:

a. Purpose (What is the purpose of the text?). For this question, you have to read really carefully the text.

b. Meaning (What does the underlined word means?). Here, you have to be a dictionary yourself. :3 But the word itself isn’t really hard, i guess.

c. Reasoning(Why is…). You have to read the text carefully too.

d.  Conclusion (we know that…). Just read the text carefully-_-

Cats and water….

2 Mar

Today, in school, mii saw something amazing.
A cat walked in the roof, when it rained..
We shouted: “amazing!!!!”
But, since we’re a children, they taught us ‘Cats are afraid of water’ right? ._.
I googled it and found the explanation.


1. Cats aren’t afraid of water. They just don’t like getting wet because they get wet and have to lick its body to dry it.

2. Cats are afraid because most dog can swim.

3. Cats’re scared of getting drowning.

4. They are actually gremlins. (Just joking)

5. Some cats are fascinated by water.

6. Cats don’t like cold water because they’re 98 degree inside and get cold easily.

7. Cats are natural swimmer like leopard, lynx, etc.

8. Ask someone who has cat at home…

So maybe ‘cats are afraid of water’ is just a misconception~ :3

Source: Google

A freaky daay

1 Mar

i’m tryin to post a post via blackberry. ._.
My God, so haaaard-,-

Anyway Mii don’t share anything worthy (?) today.

1. Today had science try out on the schedule-,-
GOODNESS, its freaking hard.
How are we supposed to study nonstop… We just had our semester test last week, and now, TRY OUT?! (-̩̩̩-͡ ̗–̩̩̩͡)
2. The try out result is ‘mystifying’
INDEED, its freaking baaad -,-
I almost die due the shock #eeeh

3. No katekyo hitman reborn in mangareader…. TTOTT
I went home and checked the site.
And….. 1 minute sharp after i type this, the manga released-_- #truestory
Freaking felt stabbed.

4. And…. Can you help me explore the buttons of wordpress for blackberry? I still don’t quite understand this~
What’s B? I? L? UL? OL? LI?:3
Bold? Italic? Link? Unlink? What else?


The eternal wanderer, Mii.

Mistery of EXO…

1 Mar

My friends were a big fans of k-pop… ._.

So mii was taken (?) too ..

I was watcging EXO’s Eldorado teaser and found this text.

Its like a code ? a poem? Nah, EXO planet is a mystery..


Wrong to create the evil minds of people a____

The world backfired

akdeulyi tamharyeo legend has gathered

Tree of life marcudonnal slightly

The time is reversed

The space is illegal

12 Duchess of power is divided in half to create two s_____

Legends of the same place but you cannot meet

Each other in regards anmutneunda space

Malice to hurt the world by correctly combining the power

12 is the perfect doeneunnal

Will open a new world

12 Duchess of power is divided in half to create two s_____

Legends of the same place but you cannot meet

Each other in regards anmutneunda space..

And there’s a weird symbol…

Cool, eh?

Drugs speech

28 Feb

This is my spech and already used in a contest. 

Free to use but ask me first. Credits belong to me and internet.

Good morning audience!

May God bless all of you.

My name is Michelle Nadya from public junior high school six Banjarmasin.

First, let’s thank God for his blessing that all of we can gather here with a healthy body and mind. I would like to say thank you too for the judges and all of you that given me a nice opportunity for a speech.

Drugs. What are them? A drug is any substance with the exception of food and water, which when taken into the body, alters the body’s function either physically or psychologically. When you put them into your body, drugs find their way into your bloodstream and are transported to parts of your body, such as your brain. In the brain, drugs may intensify or dull your senses, alter your sense of alertness, and sometimes decrease physical pain. A drug if consume will make the user addicted. Actually, these drugs are a medicine or antidote for some disease or to cure animal. But it is consumed by they who aren’t sick, beyond the limit dose.

Those were mostly victims of a ‘cruel’ environment, a broken-home family, of ignorance, of curiosity or particularly of the illegal drugs mafia. Why are the teenagers the most consumers of using narcotic and drugs? Because
Teenagers are usually eager to know every think and want to try it whether it is good or bad, and never think its effect. They are too easy to influence to do many thinks. Drugs vary. There are Heroin, shabu, Ecstasy, marijuana, cocaine, tobacco, and alcohol. The most people use drugs use shabu. These drugs are readily available in all major urban areas, including schools, Karaoke lounges, bars, cafes, discotheques, nightclubs, and they even spread into remote villages. Therefore it is not surprising that drug users continue to increase from year to year.

What’s the effect? Many. Well, drugs make the user feel free, happy, and such. But anything have a side effect. This too. Such, it can hurt our heart, hemoprosic, brain, bones, skin, lungs, infected AIDS and so much more. It also can make us depressed mentally, psychotics, or even make us commit suicide. The worst scenario, they died.

Drug abuse has also contributed to the increase of HIV/AIDS patients, through the usage of unsterile injections. According to a report based on an illicit drug and injection safety study of 20 Asian countries conducted by the Center for Harm Reduction in Australia’s Burnet Institute, drug injecting is spreading to all the countries [of Asia] and its popularity is increasing. Our Country, Indonesia have up to 1 million drug injectors, and 19% of them were infected HIV/AIDS. How Dangerous the drugs abuse for us.

This is an extremely serious issue for us. It’s a threat that could kill an entire generation. One generation of this nation will be lost if we do not take action together and immediately. In short, we must be ready to go to war against illicit drugs and the war must start from home.

Then, what can we do as the young generation? Prevention is better than cure.

Be aware of what you take. Know the names of the medications you take and what they are for.

Make sure that one doctor knows about everything you takeA lot of times each drug you take was prescribed by another specialist, and none of them is aware of the other specialists or the medications they prescribed. It’s important to update your primary caregiver about all the medications you take – this way he/she can see if you take drugs that don’t interact well, or take several drugs which do the same thing. It can help your doctors if you bring a list of the medications you take) to every appointment.

Ask your doctor questions. Try to understand why each drug is important, and ask if it’s necessary. Ask what the possible side effects of each drug are. Ask for how long you should take the drugs – some drugs are only for temporary use, while other are for a long term.

Don’t stop taking prescription drugs without talking to your doctor. Sometimes it’s dangerous to just stop taking a drug, and a gradual withdrawal is needed.

Consult a pharmacist about Over-The-Counter (OTC) drugs, especially if you take prescription drugs as well.

Read the Drug label. This is especially important in Over-The-Counter drugs – the label includes information like the uses of the drug, warnings, a list of possible side effects, and information about the dosage and storage of the drug.

AVOID the Drugs, don’t ever think to try just because you curios. Because once you try, you will be trapped and later become addicted, and the addiction will finally turn you into criminals or take your lives.

Now it’s time for us to say ‘NO’ to drugs. Thank you.


Manga Manga Manga

25 Feb

Akhir-akhir ini, para pencinta komik online sedang down.

Di situs yang paling terkenal, mangastream dituntut untuk menghapus semua manga jump yang di publishnya.

Manga-manga itu antara lain: Naruto, Bleach, One Piece, Katekyoshi Hitman Reborn, Hunter x Hunter, Claymore, D. Gray Man.

Nyesek. 😥

Begitu pula halnya dengan Mangafox. Banyak manga yang dihapus. -,-

sedih… 😥

Lalu, kenapa manga-manga yang rated mature di Most Popular Manga hilang??

Bukannya apa sih, cuma nanya, kaget loh pas ngelihat Code: breaker masuk 20 besar…

uwuwuu -___-

Untungnya masih ada mangareader

Masih ada manga nyaaa~ 😀

Naruto 575 

Bleach 482

One Piece 657

Nurarihyon no mago 191

Katekyoshi Hitman Reborn 374

Hunter X Hunter 337

Nah, apa lagi yang hilang??

Lalu, Fairy tail 272 , Kaichou wa Maid sama 68 😀


Not a way to hell, and indeed not away to hell…

25 Feb

Nama blog ini kan notaway2hell…

Sebenarnya aslinya sih pronounce-nya NOT A WAY TO HELL

Tapi jadinya NOT AWAY TO HELL


Tapi double meaning itu keren juga.

Jadi saat ini judul blog ini diganti.



Sejarah blog notaway2hell…

24 Feb

Kisah awal blog ini dimulai…. 

Suatu pagi yang cerah di sebuah SMP di kota banjarmasin…..

A, B, C dan D sedang mengobrol…

A: Hei, ini sudah jam segini, jadi ulangannya batal dong??

D: Iya, mungkin?

Tiba-tiba sang guru yang bersangkutan datang~~~

Guru: ulangannya ditunda besok aja ya?


A: udah pak, samakan saja nilainya! 80 juga nggak apa-apa!

B: Iya pak!

C: Beri tugas juga boleh pak!

Guru: Baiklah, kalian buat blog ya..


Lalu A, B, C, dan D berkumpul di rumah D untuk membuat blog bersama-sama.

A: Bikin blog apa nih?

B: Bikin sesuai pairing aja! KongSey sama 2Hel!

D: Beneran nih? Ahaha

B: D, kita bikin sesuai tanggal lahir aja, kongsey31 sama kongsey15

D: Ayo!

C: Kami apa? Go2Hell?

D: hahaha iya iya! Tapi A apa dong?

A: Way2Hell? XD

Lalu A mencoba membuat way2hell tapi gagal, maka ia membuat notaway2hell. :3


– 2Hell itu pairing yang dibuat asal

– notaway2hell itu dibuatnya iseng

– ini nyata loh-,-


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D’s wordpress:

C’s wodpress:

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